June 2010
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re: skateboard camp
it’s not a good idea. I mean, what if I fall down and break a hip…?
I wonder what the guy at the skate shop would think if I walked in there dressed as I am today (lace dress, heels, etc) to sign up for skateboard camp.
“I see it all perfectly; there are two possible situations - one can either do...”
– Soren Kierkegaard (via quote-book) (via solitaryman)
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I guess it’s not really a pocket watch, huh? it hangs around my neck on a string of faux pearls.
it’s a necklace watch? neckwatch?
today:
today is AGAIN the first day of the rest of my life…
and i have no idea what to wear to such an event.
gown? tuxedo?
clown suit?
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dissociation
Dissociation is a partial or complete disruption of the normal integration of a person’s conscious or psychological functioning. Dissociation can be a response to trauma or drugs and perhaps allows the mind to distance itself from experiences that are too much for the psyche to process at that time. Dissociative disruptions can affect any aspect of a person’s functioning.Although some dissociative...
Your Ex-lover Is Dead
Stars
“Live through...
rubber bullets, tear gas, and sound cannons
holy shit I’m just trying to get home. the police have blocked off the street and they are arresting everyone. queen and spadina is chaos. I’m one block away…and I’m getting out of here.
now a million cops on bikes are passing by the...
(shhh but I can’t take bike cops all that seriously. even a million strong)
hundreds and hundreds of riot cops
everywhere. HUNDREDS.
it’s surreal.
riots in the streets
i have to go to the store today…solo. i’m a little worried. the G20 thing is a little worrisome. they burned some cop cars (??) right down the street from us yesterday. let’s hope most of that insanity is over now.
protesters are being rounded up and arrested by the hundreds but there are more gathering all over the city today in parks and stuff. i worry about the mob...
Clementine: Maybe you can find yourself a nice antique rocking chair to die in.
right now...
i’m painstakingly removing all the photos from my iPhone. i tried to just upload them and erase them at the same time this morning but something went wrong and now i have to do it manually.
snapshots from when my life was still as it was.
everything is so hard right now. breathing is so hard.
my memory hurts
its riddled with seven years worth of stuff i’d rather not remember.
i need an Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind erasing…like right now.
WatchI don’t care about what you think you see the thangs you want to know when you look at me God knows I done been through and paid my dues Can’t change how you feel, cause it’s all on you
****
I wish that, you could be a little bit more upfront Weigh the situation how you want (right) The lovin that you claim is just a four letter word The third letter’s invitin so...
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Stelllllaaaa
so i finally bathed the stinker. she looks a little fluffy, and she smells better. last night she was allowed on the bed again after a long long bed-ban was finally lifted.
“There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so.”
– William Shakespeare, Hamlet. (via carsonsuggs)
“Simplify, simplify.”
– Henry David Thoreau. (via carsonsuggs)
ow
my fucking heart
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“I’m fixing a drink in the morning
With a wavy tongue
You may have stayed too...”
– BoH (via solitaryman)
wolfandfox:
We Used To Wait - Arcade Fire
For one human being to love another; that is perhaps the most difficult of all our tasks, the ultimate, the last test and proof, the work for which all other work is but preparation.
—Rainer Maria Rilke
“The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes, but in...”
– Marcel Proust
Lee's Palace
Handsome Furs.
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what i need:
snow
a cabin in Wisconsin
an ax (for wood not murder)
a guitar (i don’t play but…)
4 months alone in the wilderness. just me and my dog (and cat)
oh and a stockpile of foodstuffs, provisions if you will (wouldn’t want this to turn into an “Into the Wild” thing, although i loved that movie. i’m not pulling a Chris McCandless)
yeah i know. it’s...
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“
Yo Toronto. I’m really happy for you and imma let you finish, but...”
– someone just tweeted this.
apparently i just missed an earthquake
i was jogging on the beach. didn’t feel a thing. Stella was acting weird though. she kept crowding into my legs as i was running and tripping me up. i wondered why she was being so sucky. maybe she felt it.
i totally didn’t. i am oblivious.
summer is for music
I just scored last minute tickets to see Handsome Furs tomorrow night.
beyond excited.
also I was going to go to Lolla but everyone who I wanted to see (almost) is playing at Osheaga in Montreal, so I’m going there instead.
music is the BEST distraction.
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