April 2012
is there anything more stressful than a pending...
i am moving.
i feel sick about it.
We’re all going to die, all of us, what a circus! That alone should make us love...
– Charles Bukowski
Nature brings solace in all troubles.
– Anne Frank
what's my problem, anyway?
do you think the reason why i just cried my eyes out over the latest episode of Vampire Diaries is:
a) exhaustion
b) the half bottle of Chateau Montgueret i just drank
or
c) i’m a silly bitch
Random iphone pic #165
tommytheartist:
hey you guys, does this sunbeam look familiar?
meet Tommy. he works on my show too and is an amazing artist and photographer. how funny is it that we both thought this sunbeam had tumblr star quality about it?
obviously you should follow him. you know me i do no promote lightly.
dreams continued:
i still think the dream with Paul McCartney and my dad at the cottage was one of the best ever.
dreams:
i wonder if people ever dream about each other on the same night.
lately i have been dreaming about California breezes and that beach near Big Rock where all the hippies and surfers camp out just off the PCH north of Malibu. that beach just south of that huge Naval base, the beach where we saw the little seals playing in the surf.
i’ve also been revisiting some old friends in my dreams....
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I’m wearing a silk smock top and moccassins.
I feel like a cross between Painter Smurf and Pocohontas.
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no more black eyed peas please ever no more agh...
Mad Girl's Love Song - Sylvia Plath
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead; I lift my lids and all is born again. (I think I made you up inside my head.) The stars go waltzing out in blue and red, And arbitrary blackness gallops in: I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane. (I think I made you up inside my head.) God topples from the...
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listening to MBAR to go to sleep...
trying to go to sleep. i have to be up at 4:30 am for work…outside…in the rain/snow/mud on location…starting at 6
and it’s cold out again.
canada
oh
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weekends:
are now my only downtime. i hate to even think of chores on the weekend, but when else will i do them?
also i slept until noon today and took two hours to get ready to go for breakfast.
after breakfast it’s beach time with Stella, and then p.j’s and t.v for the rest of the day.
(unless i get motivated enough to actually do some chores. yuck)
in other news, i am supposed to be...