my life is about to change drastically once again. I don’t even know how I feel, I’m almost too tired to feel anything maybe, or my threshold for growing pains has increased. I don’t know.
I’m scared of being alone again and worried about the future, worked half to death and treated poorly by Mean Girl on a daily basis, missing The Dog and my life, and I’m just so tired all the time. sorting out my feelings isn’t easy these days. has it ever been? shouldn’t I be getting better at all this stuff?
I am really ready for some good things to start happening.
I think I deserve some goodness. I do. I am ready.